syphus!!!!

glad to be finally back home!!! surgery is a pain recovery a greater pain!!!. but i am back in one piece finally. the doctor says he put in two small screws in my knee to support it. well thats the final nail in the coffin i am a mechanical engineer now in the truest bluest sense!!!! academicaly!!! anatomically!!! no biking- no jogging -no heavy excercises for a year at least!!
thats enough to make my life less liveable.
keep staring at the tv endlessy for eternity waiting anxiously for the footballers to kick in the ball for the world cup. holland should win. have been praying for it ever sinse i started watching soccer. planning to buy a holland merchandised tee shirt. GOD make it possible at least. shine nistelrooy, shine van persie.......win it for me at least.

looking back and forth

so as i sit here in this murky net cafe with the rain gods leting loose there fury on my dear city a sense of retrospection grabs me. should i continue or should i not??? well friend i have fled enough and now my future definitely demands and explanation of my past. past is gone i am afraid with only its remnants in a handful of bitersweet memories. yes i miss them .

day after tomorrow is my knee surgery. i am a little freaked a little shaken but thats all in the pacakge i guess.