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And that's it!!
As if dabbling with three projects at the same time and thereby destroying its own attractive quality was not enough the ogres started burdening me with inhumane tasks. Not only was my patience showing signs of an elastic failure, also were the bearings which refused to get pressed and the aluminium crankcases which started cracking open.
I decided that people and machines have had their way with me a way too much and I thought the only the gift that could pull this poor soul up from the doldrums was a ticket to home to paradise.
What followed next were some actions fueled by sheer frustrations towards one's job and manager.
Two clicks away was air deccan which offered decent enough prices for a single day notice ticket. some money transaction and lo i had the ticket all to myself.
Friends tried convincing me not to make such a hasty and immature decision but I was relentless. Same old cliches "such things do happen dude", "come on man things will be up and running in no while", well i knew they were voicing some truths in their consolations but I was undeterred.
A quick packing and a b'day party of a certain dear friend the night before was all I had to be involved in before heading home.
Thoughts were rife in my mind whether to quit or to continue. I tried to convince my parents and there was no way they could convince me to jump back into that cauldron of insanity. Suddennly the lives of all the aghoris and sages of the himalayas seemed so much applealing. GOD!! I was reading too many books. What I desreved was a complete isolation from my suroundings and a through introspection... Yeah it might seem all corny and kiddish now. But i gues that was what kept me from quitting and more importantly from blowing the brains out of certain people.
As if dabbling with three projects at the same time and thereby destroying its own attractive quality was not enough the ogres started burdening me with inhumane tasks. Not only was my patience showing signs of an elastic failure, also were the bearings which refused to get pressed and the aluminium crankcases which started cracking open.
I decided that people and machines have had their way with me a way too much and I thought the only the gift that could pull this poor soul up from the doldrums was a ticket to home to paradise.
What followed next were some actions fueled by sheer frustrations towards one's job and manager.
Two clicks away was air deccan which offered decent enough prices for a single day notice ticket. some money transaction and lo i had the ticket all to myself.
Friends tried convincing me not to make such a hasty and immature decision but I was relentless. Same old cliches "such things do happen dude", "come on man things will be up and running in no while", well i knew they were voicing some truths in their consolations but I was undeterred.
A quick packing and a b'day party of a certain dear friend the night before was all I had to be involved in before heading home.
Thoughts were rife in my mind whether to quit or to continue. I tried to convince my parents and there was no way they could convince me to jump back into that cauldron of insanity. Suddennly the lives of all the aghoris and sages of the himalayas seemed so much applealing. GOD!! I was reading too many books. What I desreved was a complete isolation from my suroundings and a through introspection... Yeah it might seem all corny and kiddish now. But i gues that was what kept me from quitting and more importantly from blowing the brains out of certain people.
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