long since i have posted anything on these pages. these days when i am so busy that i see the sun only in the mornings and fail to see dusk. its only in my cubicle that i spend all the time and head out onto the night for home. sounds eeary and scary and stupid. cause there aint anything much to write. some striking lines come to my mind "bring me my bows of burning gold,
bring me my arrows of desire,
bring me my spear o clouds unfold,
bring me my chariots of fire"
William Blake
its been quite a while since i have joined my work. its ben quite a while since i have taken some responsibilities. my managers somehow figured out that i was running away from responsibilities. strange mettle these managers are made up of for sure. they read you inside out somehow. any way i have nothing to gripe about. cannibalistic creatures they sure seem on the first instance. ogre like creatures ready to gobble u up. i held myself like many a martyr must have done in the face of the fiercest enemies. god !! i dont even know where i gathered that courage from. so these so called ogres somehow came to show there humane face. appearances are deceptive and here i am testifying the truth of the unversal truth. ironic!!!!
so started my baptism with fire in the corporate world. who will believe that this once dreamy eyed, long haired hiipy like creature, a misfit most appropriately in the corporate world will be thrown there. this happeend and i am trying too come to terms with it.
fast as i could i revved up my sleeping mind, which probably i had made use of during the 12th standard entrance exams. no wonder i was surprised enought to discover that my brain cells were working , though a little sheen was lost though.
i started picking up the corporate lingo.....dude became mr. ,bro became first names....
things change , people change and even this incorrigible human being changed. and i dont even regret it.
tricks of the trade i have learnt. drawings which seemed like egypian heiroglyphics, started making sense and i finally felt something squatting atop my head one fine day. RESPONSIBILITIES.
so i have to live up to it. or else what ever i have done would be a big bad dump of waste....
......to be contd.
